There's somewhat of a lack of reality about life. The way I look at everything in my present seems to be through a fogged glass, distant no matter how close up it is and constantly blurred. Its not that I dont live in the present, so much as it is so goddamn uninteresting compared to my past. And perhaps its not just that its uninteresting, but ( Read more... )

Dreams are the true reality ( Read more... )

I hate when music no longer blurs out reality. No matter how loud, how long you listen to it, eventually it stops being the medication you need ( Read more... )

I usually don't bother posting things I read on Cnn.com, i find that journals that post links to news all the time are really just fucking stupid. It defeats the purpose of actual journaling. though clips from things that stand out once in a while isn't so bad, right ( Read more... )

Dear drama,

Why do you exist? I thought growing up was supposed to take care of you!

Sincerely,
Eddie.

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)ExtremeLevel 3 (Gluttonous)Very HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)ExtremeLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Extreme ( Read more... )

This life is a mockery, or is it the second one? Or the third? Did I lose you yet ( Read more... )

Ever feel like just taking the nearest blunt object, running around your neighborhood and destroying every little thing in your path that you can? Windows, cars, children, people? The mere thought of the blood shrilled screams and the rampaging run about as confusion explodes and people drop down dead, or bleeding to death would simply make you ( Read more... )

Been busy. BUT, since I have a bit of time since my cable is down and there's nothing else to really do, I might just say a few things ( Read more... )

There is this book, One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest. If you live in San Diego, its a requirement to read eventually, but I'd recommend it to anyone. I wouldn't begin to suggest that it'd be the best read of your life, nor that the book holds perfect grammar or that it could possibly be found completely interesting as a pass-time read. Still, I ( Read more... )