The other reason I'm insecure is because I know it's him, and he doesn't know if it's me. Which he admitted to last night, he said that he doesn't know who he's meant to be with.
Which to me sounds like I'm on trial. And that's no so unfair because he isn't.

So it appears that Luke and I are on our way to splitting up. First he said that if we broke up I would be devastated. To which I responded with I would replace him, because I would it would only be the way I could cope.
Then I asked him how he would react if we broke up, and he responded with that he wouldn't care. Then he wonders why I am ( Read more... )

So he is my boyfriend. It's kind of insane...you know that song "Just one look was all it took". With Luke that's all it took, one look and he had me. I had to choose and I chose Luke. I will choose him every time. He's the best thing that ever happened to me.

We've now been dating for a week and I couldn't be happier.

Admittedly I am less ( Read more... )

I miss you. I cry all the time. All I want is you.

Daily mantra: Today is a good dayI am slowly getting better. I sick of Tara's attitude towards me. She is telling me to stop stressing. Overall I haven't been stressing a lot, I think she has been though and is trying to tell herself that I am to make herself feel better.The other thing that annoys me is that whenever I tell her something in ( Read more... )

Hope is such a funny thing, I hope you are having problems with her. I hope she leaves you and you come back to me.

I'm still so angry with you, and I am so paranoid that you are back to emailing and messaging Taz. If you are I won't forgive either of you. She says she wouldn't do that to me. But I know that if you hadn't fucked her off earlier this year that she would still be friends with you.

The only thing I have ever been guilty of is loving you too much.

I fight you, I say the things I do to push you. I know you are capable of far more than you have ever offered me.

The Pink song "Please don't leave me" is right..."Can't you tell that this is all just a contest? The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest"

It's a never ending cycle of accusations an recriminations.

The sad truth is, if ( Read more... )

You had a GF from Dec/Jan to Sept...9 fucking months and only stopped talking to me in March!!!
WTF Benjamin...are you kidding me. You must love her so much to be emailing every couple of months.

Just when I think it's over I cry again, I'm forever crying over you.