Kind of crazy to go back and look at things that were so important to you and now seem so trivial. It kind of makes me feel better about my current state at work it is like how funny in a couple of months in a couple of years this is all going to seem like such a trivial spec of nothingness. I guess that statement this too shall pass is so true no ( Read more... )

God I am so bored my mind feels like a pile of cream of wheat mush, just sloppy squishy brain matter when I move my head I can just picture this sloshy white/gray matter sloshing around in my brain moving back and forth like a wave- I am going to scream my brain hurts from being so bored. I need some stimulation. I can't handle it anymore. two days ( Read more... )

Now this issue of this wicked wicked boss that I have received- what can I say but that I hate her more than I hate my job and I would rather be set on fire than to go to work and rot in a pool of crusty ooze. I must have a positive attitude so here goes the positive brainstorming- I can always transfer but then the thought of being able to connect ( Read more... )

If I had one wish it might be to turn off that switch in my mind that makes me obsess and complusively worry about every detail in my life. I would love to go through life not worring about one thing. God that would be amazing to let everything slide right off my back and never take anything personal , not read between everyline and not care about ( Read more... )

Okay I have had this reaccuring feeling in my life - almost a life theme if you will- I was in a group meeting/training all week for work and I realized that I simply do not connect with anybody- almost like the matrix if you want to compare it to something. I have never fit in and definately never had a connection with anyone or anything. everyone ( Read more... )