I am not a whore.

Maybe this makes me a really bad person and I'm going to hell for even saying this BUT I need to get it off my chest. Let me start off by saying that I have nothing against faith or faithful people and if Jesus and church camp is your thing and you get a lot out of it, well then great ( Read more... )

What has confused and hurt me most in the last 23 year?
Seeing some one I once loved happily doing things for someone else that they would have never done for me.

So much has changed and happened over the last three months I'm not really sure where to begin. I'll be honest I really only up date this journal now because I know there are a few of you who still read it, even though we have not actually spoken in years now ( Read more... )

I want techno blasting in my ears, I want to dance so hard sweat literally pours off my body, I want the flashing lights, I want the noise, I want the streets, the food, the people, the trees, the cabs, the smells. I want just one more early summer morning in Bryant Park. I want just one more train ride by my self. I want times square even though ( Read more... )

I am so sick of all the rich kids I went to school with posting pictures of being in Europe on facebook.

Fuck you all, and the entitlement you road in on.

why am I not allowed to do anything BY MY SELF.

I continue to insist on learning all my lessons the hard way ( Read more... )

I am utterly sick of my self.

blah blah blah blah. screw it.