OH HOW ITS BEEN A WILE SINCE IVE BEEN ON HERE!!!!! OH HOW MUCH I HAVE FORGOTTEN ABOUT MY LJ. IM SORRY LJ. IM HERE. AND GUESS WHAT I AM STILL 6 FEET ABOVE GROUND AND KICKING HARD. LOST OF OLD MEMORIES ON YOU... OLD MEMORIES...AND ALL I DID WAS THRIVE AND MOVE ON TO THE NEW... A GOD HAS MY LIFE CHANGED...AND I LOVE IT. WELL IM NOT GOING TO WRITE MUCH ( Read more... )

life sucks.

everything was going so good for me ( Read more... )

Stitting on my front porch ( Read more... )

Happy 420 live journal word!!! WAHOOOOO!!!!

Why do i hurt inside? sooooo much

WHY AM I SOOOOOOOO FUCKIN ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MUDVAYNE LYRICS

"Happy?"

In this hole
That is me
The dead are rolling
over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt shoveled over shoulders

I feel
it in me
So overwhelmed
Oh, this pressured center rising
My life
overturned
Unfair the despair
All these scars keep ripping
open

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you
happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
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A few very wise words were said to me on sunday ( Read more... )

sitting in my room....8 in the morning...thinking....

theres absolulaty nothing in my life to strive for anymore. ive givin up all hope...about everything

another early morning...still awake. oh what shale i do?