I finally graduated high school. sadly, the past few days ive realized that im going to miss some people. Ive had alot of fun laying around doing nothing all day though.  I put in my 2 weeks at biehls. It will end a week from today.  I need to find another job real soon so ican get my bills paid. im going to miss biehls a lot but i need more hours ( Read more... )

it seems like all i do anymore is sit here and smoke cigarettes. its a filthy habbit that i cant get rid of. oh well. we have one week of school plus two days left. im so excited.  im going to start looking for another or second job. me and shaun are looking for apartments, its exciting. Im ready to start our life together :) i hate sundays. ( Read more... )

tomorrow is the last day of spring break and that fucking sucks. My last day of school is May 9th and I cannotfuckingwait. Im ready to be out of that shithole.  Right now I really want to take a bath but im so tired I would probably dround. I cannot sleep hardly at all anymore. It sucks really bad. I wish I had someone to talk to. I want to talk to ( Read more... )

i found a playlist of carolinas on my computer..it makes me really sad. I miss her so much lately. I have listened to all these songs and it makes me cry. I miss driving in my car listening to these songs really loud and singing together. She really was my sister and one of the best friends ive ever had. I wish she was here. Shes the only person I ( Read more... )

i want to go to schoolright now but i cant because mr. green is outside patrolling the parking lot and i dont have a parking sticker, and theres no way they are putting one of those orange stickers that dont come off on my car. I'll kill a bitch ( Read more... )

i havent gone to school since friday, but i like that. I promise to go tomorrow. I just watched the sisterhood of the traveling pants. I love that movie and the books. It just does something to you. It makes me wish I really had friends like that. I need that. I only have one person in my life I can count on. I wish I had friends I could go to like ( Read more... )

i really miss this thing. I promise to update everyday like I used to. well, maybe =]