so here's the real thing:

Except I Need a Turntable

I used the term “business casual”
in casual conversation today
and I wonder if it has anything to do with the fact
that I’ve been thinking of finding a rich business man 
and dropping out of school.
Whittle my waist and go platinum blonde.
A modern Marilyn Monroe to be put on someone’s shelf
and sing ( Read more... )

Maybe I'll start using this thing again. I suddenly have too much free time and wireless internet.

Damn, I forgot how bad walls are for punching. I mean, damn. 
At the risk of deluding myself with self pity, today was stupid. Ended up telling my mom she should have put me up for adoption when she realized I wasn't the daughter she wanted because I've ( Read more... )

when i grow up, my home will be round.

i used the term "business casual"
in casual conversation today
and i wonder if it has anything to do with the fact
that i've been thinking of finding
a rich business man
and becoming a trophy wife -- a reason to go blond.
but instead i dye my hair a deep burgundy
and browse craigslist personals
making mental notes of ( Read more... )

wait this still exists?
does anyone here still exist?

.:end transmission:.

broke up with eric. in forest grove. school started today.

well, i am in portland until june 20th-ish, at which point ill be going to forest grove to go to pacific university instead of portland community college. for the most part, i miss everyone ive ever known, but im finally adjusting out here. im enjoying going to class finally (i dont know if ive ever been able to say that), i guess im finally in the ( Read more... )

holy shit im still alive. like usual. yearockoutwhatever. see ya again in a few months.

hahaha holy shit. i live in portland now. things are good, i got a kitten, the living room walls are half painted, im in school again, puppy grew big, moms in israel, dads back in college, brothers on the road, miriam pretty content. but i miss my little eggs, you know who you are and if my little fish has forgotten who she is ill just...well ill ( Read more... )

i feel low and hopeless.

ok ok ok, so its been months ( Read more... )