Almond Blossom [1/?]
Almond Blossom
-flower language for Almond Blossom : Lover’s Charm-
Author : mizuno_hikaru
Pairing : akame
Rating : NC17 for angst and smut
Disclaimer : don’t worry, JE is still located in Japan. XDXDXD
Summary : years ago, they were best friend. But things happen and fate separated them with a harsh way. Now after 5 years, fate joined their paths once again. Can they fix everything while the only memento of their past was a pair of silver bracelet ?
Warning : un-betaed as always. U must be get used to it already LOLZ. Betaed already by
carey_chan. Thx u so much for your help, dear ! ^^
A/N : this is a birthday fic LOLZ~ Happy Birthday to me… ^__________^ *run away from the thrown tomatoes*
-PROLOQUE-
We were supposed to be friends.
I mean, it was our relationship for those past years; best friends. WE WERE BEST FRIENDS. And best friends do NOT have any passion of lust or sexual desire towards the latter. We used to be young and innocent, our blood of youth raged in curiosity and excitement. We did many crazy things together; as we shared everything without any single secret behind.
But it changed after that night.
It was a cold weary night. We sat there side by side on my bed, our legs brushed against each other while the rain poured hard outside. It was raining for quite a while, felt like a storm; and there wasn’t any sign that it will stop for the next several hours. My room was filled with the smell of alcohol; cold and freezing since the heater was broken. And we still didn’t care since the sparkling liquid gave us some bitter warmth.
We had lost counts of how much we had drunk. Empty beer cans scattered on the floor; it was purely a guilty pleasure since we were underage at that time. I was two years older than you, but that night we were 17 and 16… because that day was your birthday and we celebrated it using my silly idea to taste some alcohol as a challenge of our adultness.
“ It seems that you can’t go home tonight “ I gazed beyond the window and threw my empty beer can to the side. You giggled and replied in a tipsy tone, “ Yeah, seems so “
It wasn’t the first time you spent the night in my house, but this is the first time we were alone. My parents went to my Grandma’s along with my little brother, and they won’t come home until tomorrow. That’s why we could proceed our crazy idea like that.
I wonder if you regret what happened that night.
But for me, I never regretted it. We were stupid and stubborn, I knew. But I believe that night owned something more than alcohol, lust and sex. Because the thing we did is making love. Making love with the word “LOVE” contained in it.
We were laughing together when our eyes locked to each other. I didn’t remember who start it first, but we ended crashing each other lips. Our lips met softly, and that was the sweet prelude that drowned us down.
It was a chaste kiss in the beginning, just lips without any teeth or tongue. But as the kiss heated up and all of the innocence went away, we just lost control. Our body intertwined as your arms circled around my neck, my hands on your waist, our legs tangled together. The kiss itself turned wild and passionate as we tasted each other saliva. Our bulging aches rubbed each other, created a delicious friction. I remembered you moaned and whispered my name over and over; like a mantra.
It was our first time, since both of us were virgins at that time. We barely knew what to do, but we managed to take our clothes off and dumped them on the floor. Your dark orbs gleamed under the moon’s dim ray, waiting for more.
“ …Jin “
" Kazu, we went too far. After this, we won’t be able to stop… “
" I don’t care “ You whispered in a low soft voice, “ Made love to me, Jin… “
We were supposed to be friends, best friends like we always were.
But your alluring voice shook my idealism and I lost my grip onto it; changing our relationship forever…
You took my hand and coated my fingers with your saliva. My other hand was roaming your silken skin, slowly caressing your inner thigh. You moaned more, our fragrance tainted with drops of sweat and frantic breaths; burning as the jolts of pleasure rushed in our blood.
I kissed you again, gently caressing your body. “ Try to relax… Or it will hurt more, I believe… “ I licked your earlobe, cupped your manhood in my palm and massaged it in a slow pace. You groaned and bucked your body to me more. Meanwhile, I poked your sacred entry using my wet finger.
You hissed in pleasure and pain for several times, trying to adjust to my movement. Your inner walls twitched; clenched hard as I joined the second finger. Another audible moan escaped your lips, and I pushed the third finger in. You grabbed my shoulder panting; your face was glowing in the shade of pink, your eyes flustered in half-lidded state, while your luscious lips gasped for more and more.
“ Jin, I wanted to feel you… “ You pleaded.
Slowly, I pushed myself into you. The heavenly tightness enveloped my length, gave jolts of pleasure that send me near to the peak. From your expression, I knew you endure your pain. I was worried, “ You okay, Kazu ? “
“ …move… “ You whispered in such low voice, bit your lower lip; trying to adjust my size. When you seemed to be more relaxed, I started moving my hips. Holding your waist, I moved my length in and out; ramming into you with steady rhythm.
“ Faster… “
I rolled my hips several times and rammed harder. You moaned my name endlessly since I hit your prostate continuously. The sound of slapping flesh mixed with the thunder and the rain; sounded like a composed music. Our voice harmonized, higher and higher as we reached the peak. We came at the same time, both screaming each other’s name; orgasm filled our brain with ecstasy.
I pulled my flaccid member and rolled over, lying there beside you. The room is quiet, and the rain still poured cold and hard. I swept a trail of sweat on your face, you snuggled closer to me, and I embraced you in my arms.
We were supposed to be friends, best friends like our vow said. But after that night we couldn’t be friends anymore. We lost the name of our relationship as we frequently made love; but we weren’t lovers. We never exchange the words of love, We never said anything about it. But our habit felt so natural, felt so right…
You opened the box and took the pair of silver bracelet out with teary eyes, “ …Jin ? “
“ It’s pair, Kazu. For you and me “
I never mention what the purpose of those bracelets. For what…? Friendship ? Love ? Our relationship stuck in between; and maybe that’s it. Those bracelets were the memento of our nameless relationship.
We were supposed to be best friends, Kazu. Maybe if we had never crossed that border, we were still together right now. Because now we 'used to be friends'; since fate separated us in a harsh way five years ago.
We never got caught, we were always careful not to be. But they still knew. I don´t know why. Maybe they noticed that you sometimes limp; maybe all of our reason about our attitude is no use anymore; maybe they noticed the way we stared at each other… I just don’t know.
Because when I came to your house that day, I found no one. Your house was empty, you had moved out to some place I didn’t know. I got your letter the next day, written in shaky and rushed manner as you wrote it in secret.
Jin, sorry. Sorry for everything since I couldn’t say any proper good bye. My family suddenly moved out, and we haven’t settle down yet. I even didn’t know the name of the place I live right now. I didn’t know why they did this, but I thought my parents found out our relationship. They didn’t say anything about it though.
I just want to tell you that I never regret the nights we shared…
And we never had any contact since that letter. I did try to find you but ended in a dead end everytime. After five years, I feel like I want to give up and burry our past; but I just can’t. My silver bracelet felt cold in my skin, and I stared at it with a frown face. “ Where are you, Kazu…? “
***
“ Akanishi-san, you will have the next meeting in an hour “
I nodded to my secretary, Nakamaru, and handed over the sheets I had checked. “ Any other meeting after that ? “
“ No, but Azura company send someone to discuss our deal “
“ But the deal is discussed already “ I raised my eyebrow, felt annoyed. “ Is he here ? “
“ Yes “
“ Send him in. I don`t want to waste more time “
The door was opened slowly and a figure stepped in. Nakamaru greeted him, “ Akanishi-san, this guy is the representative “
Both of us froze. The figure stared at me with an unreadable expression. The words just died out, silence filled the room since Nakamaru had left us alone.
“ Hi… Jin “ He muttered in shaky husky voice.
“ Kazu… “
-continued-