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Enemies? Acquaintances? Best Friends? Friends With Benefits? Lovers? Partners?
I am so lost and confused ( Read more... ) -
You're The Only Reason I'm Mortal
ºComment on this post and I will chose seven of your interests ( Read more... ) -
I'm Not Protected from What's Plain to See (kiss, grand, men, cold)
I never thought id have a life changing thought by listening to a stupid pop song, but hey when it happens it happens lol. My head is at war with itself. One side wants to stay with Garry, the other wants to end it. On one hand, I suppose that I am in a better place than I was before. Hearing that I was missed and loved, made me cry, happy tears ( Read more... ) -
Pro Choice and Con Men
Pros and cons, for me, of joining the Air Force ( Read more... ) -
Bang Bang, Shoot Shoot
So I just got back from hanging with Garry again. We had ourselves an awesome little talk. I always have fun with him, but today was better. He told me all about Andrew, and it turns out that he didn't know about the other few times Andrew and I are together. Apparently, not only that, but he's really pissed. Andrew has been talking shit about me ( Read more... ) -
You're an Awesome Song
So I just got back to my cell from spending some time with Garry. Everything feels so unreal to me. Its what I want, but it still feels completely unreal, like a sick joke. He kept on calling me "preaty" as he puts it. He also told me he missed me so much and that he missed cuddling and talking. He told me that I'm awesome and that he always ( Read more... ) -
You Are Beautiful, But You Have The Heart of A Monster.
I find the cruelest people make jokes out of taking what someone holds closest and ripping it away from them. Perhaps I am one of those steriotypical (sp?) girls that waits by the phone for the guy to call but he never does. I have had that more than once. Reading his texts from last night over and over and over again is really starting to get to ( Read more... ) -
Life is Destiny, its a Fickle Bitch
My cousin is coming out from Texas. Little does she know that I am a different person than she knew last year. She is going to go see one of the most amazing bands ever, Radiohead, the day before she comes out and I'm totally excited to hear all the details. I never liked them until recently. She lives in Texas. I would shoot someone to live in a ( Read more... ) -
A Kiss is Not A Contract But Its Very Nice
Today I was thinking about Andrew. If you know me well you know that I either think about him or Garry. I started thinking about him when I passed his work on the bus and saw his car in the parking lot. The bus ride on the way home from school always makes me think. I just cannot possibly fathom how a man can act the way he did. I mean, he's worse ( Read more... )