I hate all of you.

Poison ( Read more... )

 I started a new job. It pays more and sucks less.
My guy whatever the hell he is is being a jack ass.

I just need to shake myself. snap back into reality and go out with my friends.

I don't know how though.

Trying to hang in there. Going to talk to my boss today. Nervous. Don't wanna deal with this shit.

I didn't want to deal with my school shit either, but I had all those meetings and got it over with. wasn't so bad...

It's hard to think logically.

I'm really depressed.
I'm huge.
I'm alone.
I dumped my boyfriend. And I don't think I should have.
I wont get any guy that's good if I don't lose this ugly weight.
I used to be hot.
I used to be skinny.

Now I'm just a big fat loser.

Let me disappear please.

I don't want to be with my boyfriend anymore.
And I feel he doesn't love me. I don't love him.
It's just not working. He was fun, but I need more than just fun.

Hey, I was wondering how to tell him I wanted to break up, but I think I just found my answer.

I'M SO HAPPY. For once ( Read more... )

I went to the mall today. I haven't been to the mall in a really long time. Maybe a year. I've gained 50 pounds since the last time I was at the mall. It made me feel really embarrassed. There are mirrors around every corner and I'm not used to my body like this ( Read more... )

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Live right now. Yeah, just be yourself. It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else.
Trying really hard to go by this.