even coldplay's on drugs. your argument is invalid.

[misury2]

in my scaredcrow dream

when they smashed my heart into smithereens..

this week and the last week.. well

horrible weeks. i had no will

no wish no energy no lifesource

to do anything although i had to do so much

i took my last ritalin pill on sunday

and it was the best working day i had in quite a while

so i decided

to have drugs for breakfast today..

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[anonymous]

You know, i catched me, thinking about drugs as a "mean to get through the day" too, lately. I think.. it's not really good to think like that or see drugs like that. But yeah, whatever the fuck gets us through the day, really. I don't feel capable to deal with my current situation right now to be honest. Maybe i'm just whining, i don't know, maybe i should just put mylsef together and stop being so.. so fragile?? But.. drugs are just the easier way. I don't really have the strenght to put some effort in anything right now. But i guess i should start working on my texts now, time's slowly running out.

Sorry, this comment is somewhat weird and messy, but my thoughts are too and that's the best i can come up with at the moment. All i wanted to say is, that part about the drugs as a "mean to get through the day" and that it's not really good to use them like that (i think.. i think, that's how addictions start to be honest) but that i kinda feel the same way about it lately and no, i'm not gonna judge you (or me :p).

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