Its 4:40 in the morning yet I can't sleep. Thoughts keep running though my mind at breakneck speeds. Three weeks ago, I have no electricity, then I get a job. This week, I have no heat, and I get dumped. I shouldn't be surprised though. we were barely talking at this point. He was to busy with whatever to call me since my cell got turned off. Now I ( Read more... )

I will never understand how someone with a horrid singing voice can become a icon to people in the surrounding area. A band that is from around here has a female vocalist and I really don't care for her voice. I mean ya, shes a nice chick I did work with her but shes not that great. I guess that it is sad to say that people with a body can get what ( Read more... )

Ok. Stupid bitches are really starting to bother me. When you break up with someone you are either friends, or not. Don't go spreading petty rumors about someone that you say you still care about. Gods! I hate the female population. They tend to usually be just a bunch of money grubbing whores who will open the legs to anything they can find. ... ( Read more... )

ya, so my life has taken a interesting turn for the better. I'm happy, I'm etting my life situated for the most part. I'm getting my car fixed and trying to get a new job. Dad isn't fighting with me 1/2 as much now. I'm hopefully moving next year and maybe things won't be so bad. Hell, maybe then dad and I will even get along!

If I'm not here doing work around the house, then I'm at work dealing with assholes.. and then *dramatic music* paperwork. I swear, I never have any time just for me. I never get to go for nice long walks in the woods, or time to clear my head of all of life's little bullshit tactics. Here comes the biggest pain in my ass now .. the parental unit I ( Read more... )

I give up . I'm fucking done . I give up on this fucking religion. all I ever fucking do is get people hurt and hurt them myself though a action i didnt even mean for to happen. I fucked up yet again. I woulod have thought I would have learned by now but apparently not. I fucking hate this life. Can I change it so I get hurt instead? I should just ( Read more... )

Well, this sucks. I was on the phone and my grandmother called and I lost the other phone call.Then my uncle called and my dad was on the phone forever and I ended up falling asleep. When I wake up , the person I was talking to isn't here and I know he needs his sleep, although he hasn't been getting much of it becouse I keep him awake. Now I only ( Read more... )

ok, I have no idea about what to do about anything anymore.. BLAH!!!

what the fuck did I do? seriously? No one will fucking talk to me .. I sit here and listen to everyones fucking problems but as soon as I have one everyone and their fucking moms can't be found , or answer their fucking phone. I'm so sick and tired of fucking being nice. It doesn't do u any fucking good. Just like everything else it turns around ( Read more... )

well after a week and a half i finally got my computer up and running. Fucking aggravating! Now when i hop in game no one is even on I missed everyone too .. ( think i'm a bit addicted to the game heheh) Well i had a fun St. Patrick's Day.. I went to Chris's house and hung out with everyone who I haven't seen in like 6 months ( well it seems that ( Read more... )