the whole gang is going to be home. its been like 2 years. HALLYARD AGAIN BITCHES or ROAD TRIP. our sexy bathing suit in the freezing cold and us all chillin' in the hot hot water with the rubber duckies. all that great fun stuffs again. =)

26th- stephys bday
28th- buhbi and jie jie's bday

this is what they call demons. it haunts in everyway ( Read more... )

how can you be so weak but yet so strong in obliterating it when someone asks ( Read more... )

i hate cold weather. my stomach cramps up every morning, it sucks ( Read more... )

hk was fun ( Read more... )

I MISS MY KIDSSSSSSSSSSSS. i went back to the school to pick up some things and it was sad. before there were like a total of 100 something kids and now they'd be lucky if they have 20 kids in there. my son and daughter isn't there anymore. my son Tim was such a naughty kid when i first met him. i yelled at him and made him stand while all the ( Read more... )

las vegasits a given, i have to do it. but this time i'll be okae. becausee i have my childhood friends, my nuks, cousins, uncles and aunts. its not about going back and living the normal life that i "want" but more like to try to wrap things up already ( Read more... )

EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAE because ... i said so. even if it was 5 to 4 to 3 to 2 to 0, still doesn't change the madd love we have for each other.


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i wish i was happy ( Read more... )

busy and swamped with work but im utterly in love with work and my kids. every laugh with them replaces the times the quote "im tired" goes thru my mind. everytime i start falling and i think of all those silly faces they're makiing at me, im up again. and to only think that this is my second day of work. second day of memorizing their names and ( Read more... )