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i wish i was happy.
its a simple request.
but its mission impossible.
and this feeling, feels uncurable. perhaps i need help. but everytime i try to open my mouth to reveal whats in my mind, my mind automatically closes and i'm unable to speak. like im unable to feel anything soothing or good. like my mind is evil and stronger than everything else in my body.
what the hell am i talking about? so stupid. how can my mind be evil and wish that i was happy?
i should be grateful of what i have. my opportunities that came along smoothly. perhaps i only need red rock. everytime im down, that's all i want. is to sit there from sunset to sunrise.
its a simple request.
but its mission impossible.
and this feeling, feels uncurable. perhaps i need help. but everytime i try to open my mouth to reveal whats in my mind, my mind automatically closes and i'm unable to speak. like im unable to feel anything soothing or good. like my mind is evil and stronger than everything else in my body.
what the hell am i talking about? so stupid. how can my mind be evil and wish that i was happy?
i should be grateful of what i have. my opportunities that came along smoothly. perhaps i only need red rock. everytime im down, that's all i want. is to sit there from sunset to sunrise.