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i should have fucking known better i let people in and i get hurt. god how fucking stupid am i. i have tried trusting people to let my guard down but when i do i fail again. its just goes to show that i am better off alone that way no can hurt me or i hurt them. -
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someone help me please i cant stop crying and feeling sad all the time. i feel so hopeless like i did one year ago. there is no light at the end of tunnel. i hate this feeling of worthless that i want out no one talks to me all they do yell at me for things i do wrong. -
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you know those moments in life where you pick a scab just to feel alive. -
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I am taking a step back from facebook and tumblr to get the bigger picture on rather i should stay or go. and in just a few minutes that i have walked away i feel better like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. and yet i always go back i just feel that i need to some spring cleaning and maybe just maybe that might my mood their on facebook ( Read more... ) -
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i am about ready to say fuck you to a few friends on facebook idk why i feel like this but i do -
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things i cant do around my family one is listen to music or i get the internet shut for ignoring them which i dont do all the time. i slip up every now and then when i need to calm down. which i cant do that anymore as well anymore so now i am going stressed out like crazy cause i cant calm down. -
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I feel like I am going to have a other nervous break down again. i had one when i was 13 i dont need to have a other one cause i know this one will be worst then the first one. my mother has a sick obsession with my brother and no its not what your thinking. she always prises him about everything he does and then me not a damn thing but always nits ( Read more... ) -
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i feel like fucking crying atm cause of my lovely family and there harsh words to me. I busted my ass on that kitchen and now the fucking king has that i have no organization skills and that I broke the pipe in kitchen so I wouldn't have to wash dishes. Oh yes I break everything here all the fucking time. And naturally my mom has to agree with my ( Read more... ) -
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as 2010 comes to a close there a few things that i have noticed about about my self. one i am a cold and heartless woman i feel nothing. two i dont show any emotions i have died a long time ago showing any emotions only get me hurt. i feel dead everyday there is no spark that can bring me back to life. i dont think that 2011 will be any better for ( Read more... )