so im totally torn
it feels like you like her over me
i dont know what to do
it hurts

Last night was amazing ( Read more... )

So im getting a little bit better
I still have my sad days and think about him a lot, but what else is there to do when theres nothing to do
lol
but im eating again..kinda
Still feel sick, but i have a doctors appointment on Thursday
But yeah
I miss him

some days are better then others. depends on who im with

I feel a little bit jaded today ( Read more... )

Time on my hands ( Read more... )

we broke up
i seriously hate life
bye

So last night, Andy and I had our big date, anniversary thingy
and it was mighty fun!

First, we went to a picnic and I gave him his gift which he really liked and then we went to the art show and i think we both had a really good time

Didnt do a whole lot today
Went to lunch with Danika and laughed a lot
I love her

You really scared me on Saturday. When you had your breakdown, I was so scared that you were going to do something and hurt yourself. So then I had a breakdown. I was so scared to lose you, hun. I hated crying so much, but i didnt know what else to do. And it was nice when you came back and just held me. Thats what I needed. And then i felt stupid ( Read more... )

Saturday- I hung out with Andy all day pretty much. We went over to his aunts house for his moms b-day party type thing and we pretty much just played games or watched movies, but it was fun because i got to spend time with him and time just flew. =) But i liked it ( Read more... )

Dear Andy,
Wow! It was so amazing to see you tonight! I was so happy when you called me up and asked if I could stop by. I was excited and so happy!
And I even got to stay there for a tiny bit! yay! As much as I loved being over there, if felt weird. I could sense how angry your parents still are. Usually, you all just playfully argue and then laugh ( Read more... )