I've been stuck in my past lately, and i've been thinkin about the decisions i've made. I'm not proud of them and a few i now regret making, but if i had to do them again im not sure i would change them. What ive done in my life has made me who i am now and i dont think i want to change that.I do miss her though...

Love carlos
yea...
carlos..

This is to all my friends who have always been there for me. I just want to say how grateful i am to have you all. i also want tinkerbell to know that she still has a place in my heart and always will. I hope you are happy and thank you for all encouragement and support you've given me.

Love carlos...
yea..
carlos..

HAVE you ever just stopped and tried to look at where your life is taking you? I always thought by now id be so much farther ahead of where i actually am. I guess somewhere along the way i stopped swimming and just let the current take me away. I have a long way to swim up the river of life and i guess im glad i realized what i have to do now ( Read more... )

not much going on in my life. I have a new job at herman miller gettin 9.50 an hour guranteed 40hrs a week i guess im doin better. i just need someone to share it all with...

I dont know why but everyone i know is having troubles now adays and i cant figure out why. Maybe its because school is about to start again. Im not sure why exactly but everyone listen up life gets better and you shouldnt worry about what the future holds Carpe' Diem seize the day this moment make it yours and then make it count for something ( Read more... )

I Dont remember ever seeing you ( Read more... )

you know who you are ( Read more... )

I just want to say that i want Ballsorswabs. She is so hott lol. actually i know her from school and if she ever reads this she might realize who i am and if not oh well i guess she could always ask me. So yea im going to hang out with a old friend of mine later this week she is pretty cool. I miss hanging out with my old friends and it'll be fun ( Read more... )

Well today was almost like any other day. Except that i still feel like something in my life is missin and i cant figure out why?!? Is it because everyone needs to have someone their for them so that they have an emotional connection of some sort?? I dont understand why i feel the way i do and i cant make it go away no matter how hard i try. Its ( Read more... )

Well i guess i should just start this one by saying im starting to realize life is tough. I guess to be alive you have to be brave and strong cause their is a lot to it. I dont understand all of it but i have a good hint to most of it. I've had a lot of time to think in the past few weeks and its been very enightening for me. I still have my ( Read more... )