so depressed, so tired, so over everything. I wish I could either erase everything from my past, or just start all over from the beginning. :/

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I'm getting annoyed with so much shit lately ( Read more... )

it's so weird not living with my mom anymore.
i don't know if i like the whole situation.
it's nice having a house basically alone,
but i miss laken like crazy every night.
i almost want to move out, and go back home...

i leave for arizona in 12 hours.
i'm so fucking excited it's ridiculous.

i'm done with the whole saginaw boy thing.
i'd rather chill with my friends from here.
kinda sucks, now i have no one to cuddle with :[

my birthday was amazing
suckerfest was amazing.
the brawl was amazing.
(honestly, best one i've saw in years !)
my new bed is amazing.
anddd just about everything is amazing!

i love how things have been going lately.
i love that i can drink all the time, and nobody gets mad at me,
well, nobody that i really care if they get mad.
and i love that school is done in about a month,
and i'm done until july.
and i love that i'm so happy and joyful today. haha

i think i like this new boy..
hopefully he stays as nice as he is now.
god, wouldn't that be a change of pace..

what a way to start the new year..
made things 50 times worse with corey.
ran out of gas.
totaled my fucking car.
smashed 2 other cars.
hurt my good friends.
and disappointed my whole family.
i am so fucking upset and pissed,
i hate 2009 already.

i don't understand why i still care so much ( Read more... )