lol it has been a really long time since i've posted but i just wanted to say helllllllo. in case anyone still reads this stuff. come hang out with me on facebook and we'll talk much more. i promise.
besos!!! jc

it is almost 3am.  it just took me nearly 3 hours to go through 10,000 emails. yes that's right 10,000 emails.  bc i 'thought' tcnj had disconnected my account when i left and then re-connected now that i'm coming back. wrong!!! 10,000 emails later, only about 15 of them were worth reading.  LOL

oh and why the fuck am i still awake?????

because i just voluntarily choose to eat sushi for lunch. i went to whole foods and had some yummy chicken tiki masala in my hand and put it back for california rolls....something very weird is going on folks.

* Chicago with my man
* surgery next Tuesday
* starting Starbucks on the 13th
* FAFSA--who just got approved for 18,500 in loans? oh, yes, that's right, i did
* NJCLASS because those sassy bastards approved me for another 9,000 in loans
* only spending $51 at shoprite but coming home with enough stuff to make meals for over a week
* soy lattes
* www. ( Read more... )

i used to be so...so...amazing. not in the "oh look at me i rule" kinda way but more in the "i'm quietly taking notice of all around me and conclude that i'm in an awesome situation presently" kinda way.  like feeling myself doing great things and going places. and now i'm just this blob (physically and mentally) and i watch too much tv and i spend ( Read more... )

first, i think that i'm getting dumber just being here bc so many ppl are so stupid. second, i want more time off. third, i was already saying on saturday afternoon that i'm dreading work on monday. fourth, my goals and objectives are constantly changing and then changing back so i never really "accomplish" anything bc i'm always in flux btw the 17 ( Read more... )

it is like because i know i'll be leaving, i don't give a crap. i have a 5 o'clock deadline that i'm not even close to completeing and i'm just goofing around online allllll freaking day. when i'm out to lunch, i go to fucking france. LOL

so i have an interview friday at noon (lunch hour!) at the starbucks in montclair near the whole foods. ( Read more... )

i'm such a fucking idiot. i failed a course when i left grad school and i just thought, "oh it'll stay an "I" forever." WRONG!!! i fucking failed it. so i went from a 3.33 to a 2.775 cum GPA. talk about wasting an entire year. now i don't even know if I would be let back in the the program and if i was i would have to get straight As in the other ( Read more... )

yeah i scheduled my surgery this morning! i'm going to chicago august 24th (night flight) to august 27th and then to work on the 28th and then surgery the 29th. i'm going to take the week off and hopefully read up for the praxis test and make some stuff to post to etsy. oh, check out the first posting at www.withourhands.etsy.com. i have others ( Read more... )

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