It shouldn’t hurt so much. Hell, I shouldn’t even be surprised.

But it does.

And I am.

I thought we had more, he and I.  I thought he cared for me, the ruined creature that I am.  I thought he would stay.  But I am being unfair and cruel.  I think in his own way he does care for me, but even his great stamina was not enough.  I drove him away.  I ( Read more... )

Went on a Hunt not too long ago, with Highwind.  Managed to acquire minor damage that succeeded in being quite painful.  I must confess it has been a long time indeed since I had sustained such an injury, and it quite took me by surprise.  Highwind, of course, was no help until he thought to use his Restore Materia, which brings me to a much ( Read more... )

I do not know the purpose of Journals, I have never kept one, nor do I understand the purpose of keeping a Journal on a computer.  And yet, here I am tending one.  Is my time really so frivolous now that I cannot find something more productive to do?  Having been freed from my coffin, I have no desire to return to it... my purpose has been ( Read more... )