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[missanthropii]

I feel a bit mopey at the moment. I am a bit annoyed at myself cause I have been looking forward to the holidays for ages, and I am enjoying them, but I seem to be wishing them away. We have a couple of things we are doing near the end of the hols and i keep wanting them to arrive, yet that will mean back to work

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[missanthropii]

everyone says to relax and it will just happen, but this is easier said than done! Fingers crossed for this month x (although really i would just like it before my old EDD really, which is 10.10.10. Ideally i would have liked to have had my scan before then, but i am learning that we don't live in a very ideal world!)

[missanthropii]

Thanks :)

Most of the time I am fairly relaxed, and I have loads of stuff planned, but then when you are least expecting it your hormones come along and give you a kick!

The kittens are cute aren't they? I love them so much!

[selber]

Oh my, I've missed a lot of news haven't I... (I'm sorry I have been so inactive here and haven't been posting/commenting much. Trying to get back to this now that I'm back in the office after the holidays and it's still very quiet.)

I'm so very sorry to hear about your MC. You might remember that we've been trying for a second child, I also had a MC, very early one though but it was still very hard to deal with, having been trying so long unsuccessfully. I tried to find comfort from thinking that it just wasn't the right time for this particular baby to come to us.

People always say you shouldn't focus on the menstrual cycles etc. too hard, that it might make it harder to conceive. That's the dumbest thing to say to someone who's so eager to get pregnant! I know it probably has a lot truth in it, but still, it's pretty much impossible to not think about it.

Hugs to you... I can so relate.

[missanthropii]

I am so sorry about your loss too xxx

I don't think how early or not it is has any bearing, you have still lost all your hopes and dreams for that baby. We have tried to look for positives (hmm!) in the situation, but they only provide some inner strength from time to time. Mostly actually I am OK, but then emotions come along when you are least expecting them and aren't prepared for them, knock you sideways.

Thanks for the hugs :) Hugs back at you x