So how bad is it that i don't want my suspected swine flu to go away:/
i'm actually panicking about getting better, i don't want to

i like having no appetite 24/7 not having to worry about cravings or anything
and i like the pounds coming off 
i'm really scared about being back to normal
well i cant say normal really
but i want it the easy way
i want to ( Read more... )

Feeling good again this morning c ( Read more... )

For once im in a better mood this morning ( Read more... )

Why do i have to be the same weight as yesterday :c
why couldnt i have gone down at least 0.1lb :c
i hate this

Im down just under 1lb from yesterday
i feel ashamed of myself
still disgusting >.<
hope you all feel better than i do
muchos love
xxx

So i want to have a new start
ive lost myself recently and i think im starting to find myself again
control control control of my life thats what i need
and i WILL get it
c:
good mood
xx