my last entry made camille sad. im sorry! that was not my intention. i have been really shitty for the last while, but no more. i will not allow something that is not within my control to make me sad. i have friends who love me, brother and sisters who love me, grandparetns etc. and as john says,they just werent meant to be parents. ITS NOT ABOUT ( Read more... )

when all of your thoughts are consumed by one thing, it tends to drive you CRAZY. just knowing that neither of my parents want me is driving me nuts. well, one of them doesnt really even consider me a child anymore..i just want to go away to the mountains.

help.

im at my moms house and its wonderful and awesome! you are wonderful and awesomme! wohoo!

havent updated in lonnng time! wahoo! go me! errrm what to say? im staying with my maam this weekend, which is going to be weird, butkind of nice, i guess. but i hope shes not really restrictive and what have you. cos i cant deal with that crap. and if she yells..i miss her, but i cant forget the way she yelled at me, and the things she said to me ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a million years! wahoo for me! hahaha im in a veryyyyyyyy good mood right now! wahooo for me! wahoooooooo o shapooies. i just realized something i have to do. UGH im so stupid always forgeting to do things. POO on me ( Read more... )

im stoopid and im sorry and it was my fault and im dumb as shit and im sorry and you dont even read this and im going to call you tonite when i come home from doing whatever im doing with my daddy and apologize. i just....im sorry. im a bad person.

o yes! and im staying with my dad for all of vaca! so you all better call me on my phone (6179473187) but you already knew that! ok??

i hate that i SCREW EVERYTHING UP. im so stoopid. stoopid i tell you
why am i so stoopid?

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