i miss boston. i miss all of you. i miss stef. i miss knowing that if anything were to happen to me, all i had to do was ccall stef, and she was only a town away, she was always so close. now shes 1600 miles. still the best friend i could ever have but i hate that when i need her so badly, all i can do is talk to her, i cant go chill with her and ( Read more... )

hi everyone!!!! i miss you so much!! how are you doing???? it is sooo fucking cold down here! its like 70 freaking degrees. im so glad its gonna be back to the 80 next week which is thanks god spring break! anywayyy i just wantted to say hi to all of you and see how everyone was doing and to make sure y'all were safe on your way to bonaire and ( Read more... )

it will be three months that ive been down here in florida on feb. 12 thats 11 days away. ive lived in flordia for three months. its crazy to think of the curve balls (to use a cheesy metaphor) that life throws you. one minute im in watertown,,,and now im here. im really starting to love it down here. but i miss watertown too..a lot sometimes. i ( Read more... )

and everything happens for a reason and god loves me and i love god and i have friends and i love you all and dear god thank you camille thankyou for that talk and dear god thankyou for college one day and getting away from them and thatthey can never hurt me again and thankyou for shelly and andrea thankyou so much for shelly and andrea and ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish that i didnt grow up so fast but i know that i wouldnt have it anyother way. i just wish that high school would hurry the fuck up, i could finish college already, and be making the big bills. i wish that i could have my own place..i wish all of this would be cleared up already...

am i making the right choice? i dont know and im really confused and i need to sit down with a friend and just talk. i have no idea if what im doing is right. help.

i need to figure my life out..its all a mess

God grant me the serenity
To accept the things i can not change
The courage to change the things i can
and the wisdom to know the difference

if at one point i can say im happy, its now.

im happy. and nothign will change that.

another update haha ( Read more... )