my last entry was in DEC 2007 so I decided its time for a late night reminiscent entry

2008 is almost coming to an end and I have to say this year has been life changing. 
I did things I never thought I would do,
made some friends who are the greatest to be around,
and gained a lot of insight on how I want to spend the rest of my life. 
I use to think ( Read more... )

3 YEARS.

SATURDAY
LONG BEACH.  aquarium. 
and GELSON's MARKET 
for home cooked meal..
<3<3<3
SUNDAY
TGIF for dinner. 
best two day anniversary.

NE-YO concert
he sounds just as good live

learning how to drive a stick shift. 
priceless

thank you, HUN <3

BYE BYE DIETICIAN! HELLOOO RADIOLOGY TECHNOLOGIST.
looking at people's fractured body parts all day.
fun stuff no?
oh man this will be interesting.

July 16, 2007

R.I.P Fierce

the tough ain't so tough anymore

early morning or late afternoon...

fierce jumped out of her new home;

was found laying on the floor dark and stiff...

my long time companion now gone...
flushed down the toliet to join her departed friends.

A BAY BAY

YOU SUCK! <3

love you much.

Dodgers Game was interesting. 
Chuck & Larry was hilarious.
City Walk overall was priceless. 
THANK YOU <3

time for update.

SO its offically been 1 week here & i've already developed 
a love & hate relationship for this city...

the atmosphere, the people, & the campus is FANTASTIC.
my classes are relatively easy.
my teachers are hillarious.
& my homework is okay for college life.

i dislike the freezing weather. 
but i love it when its perfect for an afternoon ( Read more... )

because no matter what i say or do. 
it never changes.

so its offically two weeks 
before i leave the valley. 
&
practically one week before i graduate.

nervous? hell yea.

the fact that im about to move almost 400 miles away 
from home is scary. 
from my loved ones is scary.
from shelter is scary.
from everything i've grown a custom too.
i can't imagine being ( Read more... )

i knew it was to good to be true

some people just never change

sometimes when a person tries to be brave.
one word can trigger everything.
open the wounds.
leak out all the tears.
and show all the pain.

im sick of being looked at as the victim.
im sick of assumptions.
im sick of pity.

i don't seek it. 
nor do i ask for it.
i just want to be left alone,
to deal with it alone.
i have the ones i can go to when i can't take ( Read more... )