i refuse to update...this is a protest.

yeah holidays suck even more.. and so do people: family, friends, strangers; they all suck. society sucks, traditions suck, people's damn pride sucks, people's damn broken hearts suck, people's inablility to say in bold words whats on their minds sucks, unwritten rules suck, obligations suck, MSN SUCKS! i despise you msn, you claim to be the new- ( Read more... )

why are holidays so horrible this year. without fail they just do not live up to expectations. perhaps the lack of childhood joy is what is missing or maybe i just never realized how much they suck. or maybe i'm just more of an antisocial introvert and can't stand socializing. or maybe all of the above. yeah so.....holidays suck and no one cares. ( Read more... )

horay! its not going to be a lonely easter! my manna's coming home!

guess who has a job interview today......no its not that random stranger on the street........its me! am i nervous? yes. i have had no time to prepare, they called at 11:00 and the appointment is for 3, aakkk! better get a move on then.

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4 days until halifax! can't wait. mom has been very generous with l'argent lately...paying for the shuttle, taking me underwear shopping, giving me bus money, AND, wait this is a momumental event.......wait for it.............offered to GIVE me shopping money! i haven't gotten shopping money from my parents since i was 12. so yeah i'm pretty ( Read more... )

music makes me happy. usually by the time i get to my lesson on tuesdays i am very cranky/tired and the fact that i have to play the violin for an hour while someone critiques me is not something i look forward to. but the last 3 weeks of these terrible tuesdays have had the opposite effect on me- instead of making my bad mood ten times worse i ( Read more... )

4 days til march break!!! well really only 3 b/c theres no point on going friday. i have been super organized lately, its awesome, helps me to not overstress. i tend to do that alot. for some reason i always have to clean my room before i start any major studying, i find it theraputic and it helps me clear my head of all that clutter. can't wait to ( Read more... )