the harder i try to write this bloody essay the more distracted i become. I tried moving to the laptop which would mean i couldn't access the internet but then microsoft freaked out and started locking documents????? so i came back on here.... and look where i've ended up ( Read more... )

On rare occasions i keep venturing back to this diary determined to type something worthwhile and then actually post it. It seems that the thoughts are there but once i get to this blank box it seems impossible to explain them in a coherent way. I should give up, it's said that everything put on the internet stays there and can never be deleted, if ( Read more... )

Tis thee Becky's birthday today and as suchi have spent most of the day shamelessly playing csi miami on her xbox - yes there is a game, who would have thought ( Read more... )

I was thinking about my dissertation and how i am completely clueless as to what exactly i'm going to do for it. And although it is technically far away 10,000 words is, well, needless to say a lot of words, and they can't just be any words, they have to be 40% of my final years marks words, i.e. very good. And i can't write 10,000 very good words ( Read more... )

Housing situation accomplished. Rent next year £48 a week, all bills inclusive - yay go beckys dad ( Read more... )

well the house was taken off the market so that's fallen through, were currently looking at other ones, practically back to square one ( Read more... )

It's considerably colder and very windy if you happen to be near the sea. Gah it's so cold outside. I've just finished reading Great Expectations and therefore have many reasons to feel studious. It's an unexpextedly good story, you don't expect the ending and end up with completely mixed views about miss havishm who at first seems so evil, bitter ( Read more... )

2 weeks of nothing..... hmmmm seemed pretty good at first. now, now i'm just damn bored. i miss cable tv, if not exactly always enjoyable it was at least fulfilling. 2nd semester starts soon. reading the 2nd out of many books that i'm going to have to plough through in the next few months. Both have been set in london and reminisce about a ( Read more... )

my head is a lot clearer today, think this headband i'm wearing (although does make me feel like i'm in alice and wonderland) might have an electrical current running through it, reviving my alcohol induced brain ( Read more... )

i know this will sound incredibly sad and chavvy but seriously, this isn't even a joke anymore, my ghd's were the best christmas present i got this year. Not that it was the best christmas this year. Felt very surreal. i think it's because there was a lack of christmas build-up. at home there's a christmas tree lurking in the background for at ( Read more... )