black gowns floating by with glimmers of blood staining their hems
woman of the scarlet society faithfull to none
passion consumes and controls all

guiding blind woman to the depths of blissfull hell
emotions consuming oncedutiful woman
engulfing them in a never ending flame where agony and exctasy entwine

Loving mother ( Read more... )

Theres no such thing as happily ever after it never comes. You have to go through the fighting and arguring to get to happy. Theres no joy without dispair no love without hate no pleasure with out pain. I've come as close to happy as you can its like the sun if you get to close it will consume you and burn you up. My prince came but he wasnt riding ( Read more... )

Its been a long time since Ive written and so much has changed. I spent a long time trying to find myself and made a lot of mistakes on the way. I tried to make myself happy and it never seemed to work. That is until I met Jason. We've been together close to a year now and I have never been so happy in my lie. He met me at one of my lowest points ( Read more... )

feeding off a withered soul feeding off its life gaining old memories it was never ment to have traiding in its own existance for a taste of somthing sweeter a taste off life that past it bye a life that was meant for me a life its taken far away kept within it dreams it wont live this life ut nor use it to its fullest and ill be stuck in the ( Read more... )

wonder of all wonderment when old heart finds new joy when broken dreams find the wings to fly when wisper become shouts for joy and nightmares seem to die

I dont want to lie awake all alone anymore ( Read more... )

colors spinning twirling round flashing lights move the ground music beats bodies in motion and on my hands a passion lotion mouth is dry mind alert i wished youd be my desert body felt free soul felt light all my cares out of sight dancing lights played around colored the ceiling and the ground faces chaining the light past lovers coming from the ( Read more... )

standing alone in a crowd of thousands i realize the desperateness of it all to be alone truly alone is the worst curse of all