There's always a fight between my heart and my head.

It's hard to believe that it's been 4 years.
My promise to you is that after every year, you'll still be on someones mind ( Read more... )

a look
a laugh
a smile

a second passes by and I regret it.
Words just aren't right...
Sometime I just can't explain
all the ways you devestate me.
ALWAYS ON MY MIND.

I constantly feel as if I'm running in circles. Am I running from myself, or is that just the course my life is taking me? Backwards? My heart feels so broken. I'm hurting for more reasons ( Read more... )

Gray, quiet and tired and mean
Picking at a worried seam
Itry to make you mad at me over the phone.
Red eyes and fire and signs
I'm taken by a nursery rhyme
I want to make a ray of sunshine and never leave home

No amount of coffee, no amount of crying
No amount of whiskey, no amount of wine
No, nothing else will do
I've gotta have you, I've gotta ( Read more... )

I want you
I want you so bad
I want you
I want you so bad
It's driving me mad
It's driving me mad

Basically an Amazing week.
I wish certain things we easier, but I like the pace things are moving at.
I am really concerned with certain situations with my family (financially, moving, college) but I trust that things will work out for the best. And ( Read more... )

It's so strange how all things can go straight to hell in a matter of only a few minutes ( Read more... )

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These past few weeks have been rough for me, and especially for my friends. We lost a great friend to something he was too good for and its a horrible feeling. Someone to die so young. Why does this "God" take away all the people that make the world a better place? He takes away the sweet things and leaves the world bitter. I like to believe that ( Read more... )

I wish the one thing my Grandma left to me I could have. The one thing she wanted me to have, is stolen and in someone elses hands.

and it makes me sick.

Stop making measurements through borders. 
Stop making assumptions through politics.

Or we can just say fuck this world and willing, fully stand in line and wait to be crucified. The only problem is its not my time to die.

Die!

I dont think you will ever understand me or the message im trying to send. Human life is Human life.

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