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These past few weeks have been rough for me, and especially for my friends. We lost a great friend to something he was too good for and its a horrible feeling. Someone to die so young. Why does this "God" take away all the people that make the world a better place? He takes away the sweet things and leaves the world bitter. I like to believe that everything happens for a reason, but it's so hard to find the reasoning behind death. A 21 year old. How can that even make sense? I'm trying so hard to stay postive for the people around me, because being sad doesn't help their pain. I really just feel like breaking down and I'm not sure why. I'm just upset.
I've been having these feelings...Something is going to happen that I'm not ready for. I'm worried and I feel helpless sometimes. Maybe I just freak myself out but I honestly can't sit and deny any feeling that I have that's this important. I love my life, I love my friends, I love my family, I love Jose. I'm not ready to lose anyone else. I don't want any more surprises like the ones I've been recieving recently. I want to live the rest of my life with the people who are already in it! I want to meet new people and make new friends, but I don't want to lose anyone else. I can't handle anymore.
Rest in peace Mom-Mom, I miss you more and more each day! A part of my heart was left with you and buried, you'll never be forgotten.
& Duane, Rest in peace as well. I know you can see everyone grieving and mourning for your passing and I wish you could come through to everyone all and show you're their so that they're not as alone. You know what I pray to you for, and I hope you continue to bring it. You were a beatiful person Duane, every day you aren't here just isn't the same.
I've been having these feelings...Something is going to happen that I'm not ready for. I'm worried and I feel helpless sometimes. Maybe I just freak myself out but I honestly can't sit and deny any feeling that I have that's this important. I love my life, I love my friends, I love my family, I love Jose. I'm not ready to lose anyone else. I don't want any more surprises like the ones I've been recieving recently. I want to live the rest of my life with the people who are already in it! I want to meet new people and make new friends, but I don't want to lose anyone else. I can't handle anymore.
Rest in peace Mom-Mom, I miss you more and more each day! A part of my heart was left with you and buried, you'll never be forgotten.
& Duane, Rest in peace as well. I know you can see everyone grieving and mourning for your passing and I wish you could come through to everyone all and show you're their so that they're not as alone. You know what I pray to you for, and I hope you continue to bring it. You were a beatiful person Duane, every day you aren't here just isn't the same.