so I'm back! not been on here for a while and I suppose a lot has happened since my last update ( Read more... )

Woooo I'm alive & still remember my LJ password. Amazing!

Soooo....
I was offered to do some stupid documentry thing. they wanted to film me wearing "madonna clothes" with my "madonna things" in my room for like 5 hours. I have the albums, I'm not an obsessive freak. why would I possibly EVER want to shame myself that much? so gave that one a ( Read more... )

( Only Me....... )

The truth is - I havent come across a designer or a pair of heels that have really screamed at me - for a LONG LONG time....
.. And then, this happened - http://www.gianmarcolorenzi.com/

I can actually feel myself getting moist.
not that I'll ever be able to afford a pair - or even ( Read more... )

So today was fun - I was booked into see the local psychiatrist. I cant afford to see RR anymore at £90 for 1/2 hr sessions, so I have to give the NHS route a try ( Read more... )

Just a quickie...
I ordered pizza from dominos on saturday - just to make it a change from pizzahut, bella, pizza gogo or the others i normally order from & I REALLY wish i hadnt!! we found a fucking hair INSIDE the pizza, not on top, actually cooked inside with all the cheese. now thats minging! called the manager who was very rude refused a ( Read more... )

http://www.realdoll.com/

Is it just me that thinks that these are a bit freaky?

...even freakier, someone is selling one on ebay :/ - but apparently its hardly 'used', so i guess that makes it ok! mmmmmmm! lol

its hot, oh very hot! there are lots of ugly people not wearing alot of clothes and men walking around exposing their man boobs! (i only get jealous when there bigger than mine :p ) this is one of the reasons i dont like summer - more ugly people exposing too much flesh seem to appear and be in every direction i look.
Why is it that most of the ( Read more... )

saw rusell reid this afternoon, although i do enjopy our chats, I have one thing to say...
90 FUCKING QUID?? FOR WHAT???
yes, his prices have gone up and quiet frankly i cant really justify paying that amount of money for only a 30 minute session, especially if I want to be SAVING money for surgery. so really do think i have to go NHS like it or ( Read more... )

had a very nice weekend, Jay came down friday afternoon about 2 minutes after me getting in from work, and went back yesterday afternoon. I had planned on us doing alot more this weekend but he isnt very well at the moment so wasnt feeling up to it so we just stayed in & chilled - which in fact, I think i needed more than i realised. watched lots ( Read more... )