things are looking up! lovely! i live on vanilla pudding, salt and vinegar rice cakes, apples, and fresca. the summer is so soon so soon my best friend will live in my backyard, all of them are so close. i have kittens to keep for the first time in my life, even if they don't live here, they're still mine. high school is such a weight. i'm trying ( Read more... )

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today we went for the longest walk and climbed trains (not me i'm scared of heights) and found SO MANY ANIMAL CARCASSES

connor found a recipe for crack
(it should turn mauve, not kind of off blue)

it's hot it feels like summer i can't wait

my laugh's sounded like thunder ever since i got sick,
but now it's for real thundering, and my mom feels bad for my throat and the dirty car so we're going to drive and get ice cream. at 11:30! on a school night!
this makes me very very hopeful

i can't even figure out what i want

my belly is full of rasberry growers and frustration

forgotten webcam!


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partying has become fairly repetitive,
all i want to do is have a real conversation and prove myself wrong about everyonnne.

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hey guys!
conor oberst told me he liked my hair and i put kisses on my fingers and then onto his mouth.
not even joking.

the cats getting fat alreayd
i found a vat tonight it appeared outside of m door cause i had a party and now it lives inside my house and we fed it all night and it alreadyis getting so fat already already already fat