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there is poetry in every word...
all you need to do is listen.Hello, my name is L, but I prefer to go by the name scarlett (yes, it is important all is written in low-case letters) on the Internet, excuse my privacy. I'm a 20-something young adult, trying to figure out my wants and needs in this life. At the moment I'm just enjoying life's little moments, going on day by day and I ( Read more... ) -
And life has the face of a morbid game
They are just small cuts, not deep enough, merely flesh wounds. Still, cuts nevertheless, and I don't know what I'm turning into anymore. -
This is the story of my life (and these are the lies I have created)
It has been such a long time since I've last been proud of myself. All the high expectations, hopes and promises back in high school, I've failed them all, my life stopped when I graduated. After that I've done nothing, and I thought I was happy with that. That I was happy with this life right now. In reality, I'm just standing still, living a safe ( Read more... ) -
all the days of my life
I guess it's because I'm a little ill (nothing huge, just an irritating cough and a runny nose), but nothing really feels like anything, I'm incapable of feeling joy or pleasure or sadness... you get the idea. I'm drained of emotions and I can't keep myself interested in one thing very long. A great example: I bought two pairs of absolutely ( Read more... ) -
blinded - no more?
Christmas has got to be the most useless holiday out there. Well, at least Christmas in this family, it's nothing but an excuse to eat a lot and measure the worth of people by the amount of gifts they get. Maybe I'm exaggerating a little, but really, my mother is the only one who still insists on sticking to the old traditions from my childhood - I ( Read more... ) -
This isn't working
I've been watching Doctor Who like a crazy person, I started perhaps a week ago or so and I'm almost finished with the second season. Can't understand why I never took interest in the series before. It's just beyond my understanding, because this is... brilliant. ♥
I'm so glad I have a day off tomorrow. I was supposed to have a workday but then I ( Read more... ) -
Da da da dum
I've been on a David Bowie high since yesterday evening when I watched Labyrinth. How gorgeous is he as the Goblin King Jareth? I think he's gorgeous anyway, though perhaps these days he's more handsome and not so feminine anymore. Since I knew next to nothing about Bowie and the only song I could name from him was Starman, I decided to familiarise ( Read more... ) -
I try to see before it's too late
I'm a bit worried about myself, I think I'm once again overworking myself and it's starting to show. I'm tired, moody and paranoid these days, the past couple of days have been rather hard for me, I've felt my old insecurities coming back (and I thought I had gotten rid of them altogether). I've learnt to stress less, but now I'm starting to feel ( Read more... ) -
the road goes ever on and on
I hate hate hate HATE snow and winter. Snow is slippery, wet, cold and when it's snowing like it is right now outside (a lot) you can't see a thing and have no idea where you're going. Everything was still fine on Friday when I left (I'll come back to that a bit later) and now that I come back, everything's white and there's snow everywhere. And it ( Read more... ) -
I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss
I had a day off today, and the initial plan was to get up fairly early and go shopping a bit. Early, in order to avoid the rush hour. Well, what happened in reality was that I got up around 10 am (when I first had planned to be ready to go) and what followed was over three hours of 'getting ready'. Admittedly, I had to take a shower, so that always ( Read more... )