Once more unto the beach. I think my sleep times are fixed in a place that makes me feel unfixed. Cause it's like everyday the flavor of night suprises, even though I do much the same. I was looking for music that I think of as my roots, cause I feel robbed of that with all my forced exposure lately, but I don't even know what it is. Fundamental ( Read more... )

I'm leaving in 9 days so even though I think noone who I need/want to see reads this, or at least noone that I don't see regularly, I'm just raising awareness. I'll be back for a week at the end of summer then hopefully never again barring xmas. So good luck to all.

Hey-o. It's winter, therefore I'm cramped in the house a lot more, and apt to actually use this. It is officially late as shite and I show no signs of tiring, despite nothing really to do, and a certain need to wake up and study. But my work so far has earned me at least a B in my class, so the final is only so bothersome. I often find myself ( Read more... )

It strikes me that I would love a night at the house without my parents, but not because I would have anyone over. I would recklessly play the saxophone well into the night.

I hope I'm ready for band tomorrow and for baseball. I made the team mostly cause I'm a serious hustler and a team guy. So that means I need to get better. I don't know if I'm happy, but I like that cause it means I push myself. I dunno what else is up, the world changes alot lately which is nice. Jumbaly, crawfish pie, philly gumbo. Tonight I see ( Read more... )

Crazy ass crazies. I'm sore alot lately, and I can't really go out and throw. So my command sucks at practice and man it's just hard to relax and throw like I did the first few times out. Hopefully in the next week I can learn to chill. Got magical games in the mail today, and soon I will have big bertha the chinese bass back. And my collection ( Read more... )

Lack of sleep due to thought. I did the thing recently where you hear something walking around downtown and it sounds like a song. You know, the thing. Anyway I can't sleep. I thought you said TV was bad? It is. But we fucking need it.

I never use this thing for thought. I guess that's a use. Alot of things around me seem to be...redundant? Just college I guess. People reverting and thinking they're growing. I feel I'm the only one who would rather go for a run and stay home listening to music than going out and partying on the last night of school. I don't really know what this ( Read more... )

So I have this memory that may or may not be mine. I'm in a parking lot with a gal I've been seeing for a bit. I remember feeling that when I met her she wasn't like other girls. We had been seeing each other for a bit, and neither of us had anyone else in our lives we wanted to see more. I can't remember what she looked like, but I know that I ( Read more... )

Up early for some good reason I'm sure. My sis is in town so we're shopping for my birthday present. I've gotta pay rent and prep my portfolio for class. Well so much for that I guess. Anyway I roll.