Where were you all my life? 55/?

[minesomine]

Chapter 55 - After the adrenaline

Pairings: Yunjae, little hints of Yoosu and Changmin / Lee Jun Ki
Warnings: mention rape and abuse, some violence, smut.
Summary:
Kim Jaejoong is forced to do business with the mafia who keep threatening him. Changmin, Junsu and Yoochun are responsible for his security. Jung Yunho is a cop investigating a

Comments

[minesomine]

SPOT for wife and mistress. Let's make a threesome.

[minesomine]

Junsu is always so awesome, isn't he? And Yoochun is a puppy in love for his Junsu.

Nah, those two idiots will be clawing at their own skin to jump each other again.

[chihana11]

Two updates? Cant wait to read them.

[minesomine]

Blame LJ. I wanted to make one, LJ said no no no.

[chihana11]

Naughty LJ.

[chihana11]

Darling, I didn't get a chance to tell you yesterday how amazing the updates are. I really felt so sorry for Jae and Yunho-they are both so torn up by what happened.
I'm glad in a way you wrote about that because rape is not an easy way to kick start a beautiful relationship-at least not without a whole lot of soul searching and reflection.
I;m glad they will take this time because they can sort out how they feel now and hopefully come back together much stronger.
Very well done!

[paoktsou]

Oh my my... damn u JJ
Double update let me love u
......and now ??
Can't wait ^o^

[minesomine]

Oh, JJ had his reasons. Let the guy calm down.

Hey, I wanted to get over the angst and start on all that fluff and sugar I promised you all. The next chapters are sort of an extended epilogue. I've reached 55 chapters, let's see if I can make it to 60.

[chikazukenai]

Despite the extra angst, this outcome feels right. Too much shit went down for them to just suddenly live happily ever after together. They both need to do some healing, some reflecting, and maybe some adjusting before they find each other again.

I loved all the action bits and the pacing and the sequencing. It's almost like watching a tv series.

[minesomine]

Back in January, way back in January, when I came up with this story I wanted to reach this point here, when after all the sexual attraction and build up romance, both men have to admit that they have to step away from each other, that everything is just too toxic

[chikazukenai]

Your reply... Can I just... *hugs reply* lol okay, weird. Moving on...

I've read a lot and I mean A LOT of Yunjae fics in which the rape victim (in most cases, JJ) almost instantly falls in love with the rapist (in most cases, YH). The usual reasoning is that YH is sooooo sorry and sooooo regretful and he reeeeeally loves JJ to the moon and back, yada yada yada, therefore they should just get together and live happily ever after because happy endings yay! Like that's enough to undo all the hurt, betrayal, trauma, fear, shock, etc. There's a reason why there's that saying that goes "sometimes love just ain't enough."

Ah but you did really well with the action scenes. I'll admit I was a little overwhelmed several times throughout the story as there are so many characters! But that's more on me, as I read a lot of fics in between your chapters, and characters that I'm not too familiar with just don't register on my radar ^^;; long comment is long orz off to read the new chapter! Thanks for the insight, btw! And yes, some sugar, please

[minesomine]

Oh, Lord! Do I know the stories you refer to

[suju_therapy]

Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. nononon. nope.
... no no no....

NO.

*whimpers*

no?

[suju_therapy]

Why do you make me cry T.T ... oh well... I guess time apart... needed.
... no?

[minesomine]

Don't cry. I know the ending was full of angst and even I wanted to scream "don't leave, Yunho! don't send him away, Jae!"
Sigh... specially since that means no cuddly sleepy Yunho for a while. *pouts*

There's still Siwon trial, he was only injured and then arrested. You'll need Jae and Yunho to testify, plenty of time for them to say "hi, how are you?".
We'll get them back together. Or as Mr. Jung said, we'll pull them by the ears if we have to.

Oh, nice Jae pic again.

[suju_therapy]

No, no. It's Fine. I bealieve in you, author. I do. You see, was it for me I would have probably left it at that. Because I'm a sadist... But I want to read happy endings just like everyone else do XD So yeah... I worry.

Ah, and isn't every pic of Jae nice?