why is it that i fall so hard and to be disapointed? Im so sad because I can never be happy. I feel stupid for being so sensitive. I wish I can toughen up. Im so tired of getting hurt. I guess its moving on time for me. I just wonder when it will be my time to shine. I hate being lonely but it seems like I am the only one I have. I long for love ( Read more... )

Just when I though the things between David and I were great. He just told me he is moving back to his dads..all the way in apple valley. I asked him what was happen between us and he gave me a "I dont know" what the fuck? He is not even willing to try to keep our relationship alive. It seems like he can give to shits about "us" I understand he has ( Read more... )

Well, im awake watching my Robot CHicken season2 dvds hehe I love it ( Read more... )

Im super excited to go see Harry Potter and the order of the phoenix tomorrow! hahh I been watching like making the movie and shit like that all week! eeeekkk!

It was too fucking out today.....I hate summer with a pasion ( Read more... )

Im all caught up in my thursdays class. Yeh Yuh!!!! That is all

I have to go to work at 10 :( im hella sleepy and I wont get any Zzzzz until tomorrow when I get home from skool which wil be about 1ish ::sigh::

I got a job at Toys R us....I had an interview today. I was way nervous! THey first started us doing group presentation which meant we had to go get a toy and sell it to another person that was going to be interview. I got that myscene barbie head ...the one you can do you hair and makeup ahha my partner and I went first so that was kool. THen the ( Read more... )

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Skool...getting good grades...I totally thought I was gonna fail State and Local Gov...but I passes with a C wooop! Im getting an A in Essentials and B in Criminal Investigation...im away from an a cause I didnt do this paper nad I dont think I am going to do it ahahah ( Read more... )