So today I finally talked to Hannah, who had notified me a few days ago that she thought 'the best idea was to just be really good friends'. I told her that's a shitty idea but once again...I find myself in the dreaded friend-zone...It seems like since high school, any time I really like a girl and want to attempt to start a relationship, I am ( Read more... )

Before I logged onto this shit, I didn't know why I wanted to. As I'm sitting here 10 beers n half a five star pizza deep, it just seemed like a good idea to acknowledging the fact that I have spent the past as many Saturdays as I can remember blackout or watching anime until 6am...or both ( Read more... )

It's been forever. Yesterday I was arrested for a DUI. It was the worst experience of my life. Worse than getting a second concussion due to blackout. Worse than a perpetual comedown from painkillers cocaine and heroin. Worse than going 3 months without a good nights sleep because of the knowledge that your exgirlfriend (who you never realized ( Read more... )

so i got a BS speeding ticket that basically just shat on my life. im grounded indefinitely for basically the rest of my senior year and the beginning of summer. 2 months give or take. that means i can't leave my house unless its for school or diving and i can't have people come to my house. im basically resuming the life i had in freshman/ ( Read more... )

i think i'm a closet Buddhist.

http://www.thebigview.com/buddhism/fourtruths.html

It's amazing how music can change meaning depending on what you're going through in your life. I think you automatically attach certain lyrics to specific people or situations in your life. I'm listening to the music that turned me xemoxcorex and i remember how i felt listening to it back then and everything has changed. Different people, ( Read more... )

I love those times where i leave myself second guessing every decision i have made in the past year or so. I try not to dwell on the past but sometimes it's unavoidable. Haha sometimes i think im so smart giving people advice on shit. I'm not smart i swear...im just more logical than the majority of people who come to me with problems. And that ( Read more... )

what the fuck am i doing.

There's only one conclusion to every story...we all fall down ( Read more... )

I have discovered that it is human nature to have an intense desire for that which you cannot attain ( Read more... )