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Fag
I Called out sick today. I feel pretty terrible. I caughy whatever dagny pariai gave me, that faggot. Ive been trying to sleep it off and take vitamins... Whilest lounging about today i also decided to research wtf is wrong with me... Like romantically.. This is what ive learned : im not thin, im not and ive been fixing it for years, ive even ( Read more... ) -
restless
restless, restless, restless. agh agh agh. cant deal with it. cant. I give up, not with life but with... with... with... with... agh... i hate facebook, i hate sometimes i just feel like a failure. a BIG TIME failure -
age of consent
I quit. i quit facebook and i hate it. Ive been too scared recently for bullshit reasons. and im getting the fuck over it... ive been running alot.. im up to 6miles. i quit facebook. quit it. quit. it. i hate it. i hate it. -
haha
let me tell you a story, i met a boy, the first christian boy ive ever necked with ever. he was only 22 and hella put together, more put together than i... hes only ever been with one girl his entire life.. same one since he was 16.. when he left for the war she left him back in april. I got slippery with him way too fast... funny because usually ( Read more... ) -
terrible dreams
I had another terrible dream... maybe i need to start living more -
too much
recently, or rather my entire life i feel like ive been helping too much when i should just be helping myself more -
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I had a bad dream last night. it was about this kid who i havent really talked to in an entire year(april 1st will be the anniversary of us not talking, i've seen him but i havent been real) And im going to tell you this story and it might bore you to death or it might not make sense because maybe you are on of the few people in this world who has ( Read more... ) -
Oh CHarlie
Im not winning. im trying to win. hard, trying hard. but still not winning -
what i think
I dont think that everything is working out. I met a really cool kid named alex who is far too much like me. I hope he will be the life hetero mate of ed. He just moved to Savannah and was talking about life here in general. I told him I stopped going out, and now since im banned, basically forced into retirement from pedi-cab, there shall be no ( Read more... ) -
this city
so I dont think i'll be moving anytime soon. there arent many jobs anywhere. I can barely go to practice and my car is about to die. DIE I TELL YOU. I think im gonna buy dp's mom's car soon