Jesus. I just made (practically) all my posts private because they were so naive and silly.

My thoughts were too big for my head.

Not that's entirely-or maybe even at all-a bad thing! I'm sure everyone goes through these phases. But it doesn't make it any less humiliating to look back on!

Anyway, I have a new journal now. suckaaaaaaas

how does it feel to know you spend half your life asleep?

and if you spend so much time sleeping, dreaming,

why doesnt anyone talk about it?

everyone is very aware of the life awake

but life asleep is still a mystery.

you would think people would have thought about this

discussed this

by now.

umm lets see.
can blind people trip?

whatif.
only you were real
everyone else was a robot
or they were robots that were controlled by people
people who were living on a different universe
and you were the only real one on earth
you were the experiment.

tomorrow's a show. fuck if that's actually gonna happen.

..
life is good.

i had a strong feeling today.
it was of my whole summer.
it was like a hurricane of memories, partly my dream last night, which took place during my summer.
and my dream felt so real, it had me remembering all these old feelings for people and places.
it was kinda weird.
i kinda liked it.

i need a new layout.

uh.
duh.

Happy Singles Awareness Day fuckers.

go have sex.

This kid i know named Andrew; his mom commited suicide by jumping from a tall tall hotel not too far from here.
And its not like she didn't have anytime to think about what she was doing I mean this hotel is tallDo you think she regretted it when she was falling? I cant imagine what she must have been thinking ( Read more... )

its really annoying how many times it says "mindabstraction" on my page.