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California Here I Come
I leave everything in about 36 hours.
I am leaving my friends, family, school, and my past. I have deep Michigan traits rooted in my soul. I'm so excited and full of the possibilities that this will bring.
I am packed and ready to go.
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New Poem------again
I gave it away
Willingly
Like it was nothing
I treated woman’s one gift
Like it wasn’t a special something
My body
In scripture
Is a temple
Strong, beautiful and of love
Perfectly capable
And I was able
With no wedding band
On my hand
I still laid there
Naked
Even though
It didn’t feel right
Even though
It wasn’t the night
Even though
He wasn’t the boy
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Questioning Why --- new poem
Letter after letter
I hear your replies
How you apologize
Vocalize your side
And compromise
With your conflicted mind
Week after week
I send back my responses
My tears of remorse
My cries of regret
Explaining my hearts debt
Of a love I wish to forget
Month after month
I recite the night
Playing back in my head
What words were said to ignite
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Sometimes I Hate the Internet
This morning I checked my Facebook, like any other day and I had 29 notifications. I have never really had some kind of problem with creepsters on the net before, but after I put up the picture with my fingernails painted blue I suddenly had some. There is this application called "friends for sale" where you can buy and sell your friends. I thought ( Read more... ) -
California Cuties
Today I woke up to a bowl of California Cuties in the kitchen and the one that I picked up had a sticker that said,
"Hello Cutie".
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Conflicting Heart and Jealous Mind
Today I missed him.
I was talking my old teacher from high school and talking about all the good changes that are going to take place. In the back of my mind though I wished it were him, just sitting there and smiling back at me as I talked. I sent a letter that told him not to contact me. That letter was the hardest thing I had ever had to write. ( Read more... ) -
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I move to L.A in less than 24 days....
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Being Defined as "Beautiful" vs. A Pre-Teens Budding Sexuality
I have had 8 official boyfriends,
14 different men(I tried to remember the exact number) whom I have had sexual curiosities with,
and countless admirers.
where do I go from here.......
I am almost considered to be slightly on the slutty side by the bright young age of twenty. WOW! The numbers sure do add up now don't they?
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New Poem
God made me this way
So what do you have to say?
About my womanly physique,
Or the way I speak?
He made me this way
To think out loud,
To be around,
To be of myself proud,
He made me this way,
Brown hair with blue eyes,
A bigger size,
Now who would say God wasn’t wise?
He made me this way
To care to much
To love too fast
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Moments of the Day
Sometimes it takes very little to entertain me for example.....
Moment #1
I walked into JCPenny to get something and I saw a shirt that read, " I thought being Eco-Friendly meant talking to my plants". What was even better was a lady actually bought it ten minutes later.
Moment #2
Driving in car back to home and on the Walgreens sign ( Read more... )