She hears something that she doesn't like.

[miluda]

I went out to sushi today with my sister and various other things (like picking up more contact lenses and such)... but during lunch, it somehow came across the conversation about me being lesbian... and mom knowing about it... my sister said that mom blames her for not being a better sister which is why I'm lesbian

Comments

[kirbymasterchef]

Can't say I understand how you feel...
But I'm happy that you are being the way you are. And I think if it's something that makes you happy, and makes you feel like yourself, and is natural to you, that's all that matters.

Try not to let it bother you. I'm sorry, though.

[miluda]

It's as if I have something on my face at all times.

And everyone just has to tell me that it's there and it doesn't belong.

I'm not sure if I can let that not bother me.

[kirbymasterchef]

So that's what everyone says?
Well, they're wrong. It belongs. Cause you want it there. Same reason I prefer gummy worms over gummy bears.

I'll always like and respect you for who you are, Sakura. Sakura's Sakura, and that's what makes her fantastic.
And I know it means more to get that from your family and closer friends, but I won't have it left unsaid.

[miluda]

If I want it there or not, it's there.

What I'm saying is that you can't choose who you fall in love with, Shawn. You can't. You prefer gummy worms over gummy bears because you like it that way. No one gives you shit for it.

I don't do this because I want attention or I want my life to be any harder than it is.

[laylea]

I know that you are intelligent, kind-hearted, and talented... You don't deserve this kind of stress from your family or anyone else.

And no matter what anyone said, I'd still hug you.

[miluda]

The thought counts, Anne.

But somehow I can't just let these words be the only thing for me to stand my ground.

[yehyijun]

Is it just me, or do Asian adults and homosexuality don't connect?

o_O

Anywho, it sucks to be in that position where your family don't really support you. Love you, yes, but support you... Iffy.

As long as you aren't like a serial killer on a rampage or anything, then I love you for who you are. :]

[miluda]

It's not just the Asians.

We get all sorts of discrimination from all races! We get discrimintation, discrimination-free!

For serious, like me being lesbian means some person is falling down dead somewhere. I'm totally going to take over the world since everyone will just, you know, bow down to me, and somehow me glaring at them means they might turn to stone.

[gero_jimbo]

It may not seem like it... but I understand how you feel more than you might think.

Why SHOULD it be any different? It shouldn't be. But the double-standard is there.

[miluda]

What happened with you, if you want to share?

If this doesn't happen, then I guess when the opposite happens, it's harder to see what is what we like and what isn't.

[miluda]

I just want to prove to them that it doesn't matter. If I become successful someday, I'm sure none of that will even matter at that point...

Besides, if I didn't have this for others to complain about, I would think they would complain about something else...