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[milkandarsenic]

When did my life start revolving exclusively around romantic relationships? Probably around the same time that I became the only single person out of all of my close friends. I don't want to date anyone, though. I just don't want to have overwhemingly powerful feelings of loneliness everytime I socialize, because everyone is in pairs and enjoying

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[milkandarsenic]

I think that we, as a culture, have become obsessed with the idea of partnerships (romantically and not) and life just isn't like that, always. I don't want to be one of those pathetic girls that only dates because she doesn't want to be alone. I think the best time to have a boyfriend is when you absolutely know that you don't need one.

I'm really fucking convinced that we do all of our best personal growth independent of relationships, and being in one can seriously inhibit it.

I'm this cynical, and I've only had one relationship. I think I'm just going to be a spinster, you know? I'm disappointed in myself. I used to be so much more than this. I wish I could take heart in the fact that people think I'm smart, but no one in real life thinks I'm smart, really. Or, at least, they definitely treat me like I'm not.

I'll get a webcam pic of my hair soon. And you take care, too. I keep thinking that you must hate me, because I never comment in your entries hardly, but I do read them. And relate. Heh. *hugs*

[milkandarsenic]

You will do fine. I think now is probably a great time to take a step back. Fall is coming. And you can go out and drink coffee and enjoy the breeze. I'll write you, actually, if you would like!