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Aug 31, 2004 11:31

When did my life start revolving exclusively around romantic relationships? Probably around the same time that I became the only single person out of all of my close friends. I don't want to date anyone, though. I just don't want to have overwhemingly powerful feelings of loneliness everytime I socialize, because everyone is in pairs and enjoying and sharing each others light and dreams and existence and I'm left with fucking. Chocolate chip cookies. But I read my books and I have John Cusak and his famed stereo and the Brat Pack behind me on the wall and I write in the red composition book that was once deposited for dead in a hallway and draw comics involving Herman, The Party Llama Of DEATH.

Three cups of coffee that seemingly don't affect your sleep because you're tired at ten thirty post meridiem will hit you at three twenty seven ante meridiem and subsequently cause you to spend the next five hours in a conscious sleep that causes you to perform an aerobic routine in bed because you can't lay still.

My hair looks like what the child of Twiggy and Winona Ryder would look like if they were lesbian lovers and females could impregnate each other.
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