Looking at old entries... picked this one at random. I really feel like I was better at writing back then, but I suppose that was after a year of doing little else than writing in LJ.
Ironically, it's now been more than five years since I've seen said woman. I might still have worried about that back then, but I've since noticed the fact that a lot of Sydney kinky Goth women have erratic behaviour that's absolutely not to be taken personally. I recently had an e-mail exchange with another who fits that description. Her accusations were unrealistic, inconsistent and bordered on crazy. That's so clear to me now, but in 1997, or even 2003, I would've assumed I'd done something wrong.
(nods) I'd likely still assume I'd done something wrong, as you might once have. And I certainly see many women as "out of my league", particularly those considered mainstream-attractive, and I stay back from them rather than be rejected outright...
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That certainly resonates for me...
OTOH, my semi-annual skip across the equator to avoids the whole problem nicely.
(innocent look) will you be gaining or losing half of a year?
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And I'm about 30½ years old, but at a rough guess I'd say I've had a good 100 months of summer, ten more than one would expect.
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Ironically, it's now been more than five years since I've seen said woman. I might still have worried about that back then, but I've since noticed the fact that a lot of Sydney kinky Goth women have erratic behaviour that's absolutely not to be taken personally. I recently had an e-mail exchange with another who fits that description. Her accusations were unrealistic, inconsistent and bordered on crazy. That's so clear to me now, but in 1997, or even 2003, I would've assumed I'd done something wrong.
Nice that you've been reading all these years.
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