Without regret, That is something you here often in the movies. Failure and triumph, depression and obsession, love and lust. As we grow and live with these we change and see through different eyes. It is easy to become callused and cynical. You haven't lived if these thoughts haven't crossed your mind. Yet with deeper reflection, We can see that ( Read more... )

We all have them but how well do know them. I think it takes some serious self searching to truly find your faults. Well I have a nice reacquiring one. I have finally started to understand it. Sometimes being Mr. Nice guy is nice. I believe females have a gene that allows them to sniff out faults like a bloodhound. Story is this girl "likes" me at ( Read more... )

Uniforms are an odd thing. People use them for a variety reasons. It isn't till you see someone in one every day for many of days then finally see someone in something else to you really what an impact they have. Today a girl I talk to quite frequently can in to get her check and it was then that I noticed how incredibly beautiful she really was. I ( Read more... )

My phone that is. Anymore I only use it for emergencies and things of that nature. It is for that reason that once I finally found it that it was dead. It reminds me of a less peaceful time. When it would be best to describe the week with call logs and email reports. Well when it does finish its charging I will have to give an old friend a call. It ( Read more... )

Well now i know why I dont drink? Nope I didnt puke or get violant or make and ass of my self. I did something my sober self would never do. I told someone who i really care for how i felt. Weird i have taught myself that is the unsafe thing to do. Rather then letting someone know how you feel it is better to hold it and and never take the chance. ( Read more... )

Let's all get high
Let’s substitute our feelings with substance
Let's all give up
Let's put our problems on hold
Let's forget it all
Let's hurt the ones who care
Let’s all get high

It has been a long time since I have updated. I have since had my heart broken, slowly mended it, moved away from home, started a new job, found out more about myself, and started to learn to cook ( Read more... )

One day just be a jerk. Be the meanest person you can. Its so fun. Only do it for one day though.

Its weird everyone always is looking forward to the weekends. I usually play along with the TGIF theme, but really I like week days. During the week I work everyday and I like my job. Weekends often leave me feeling blank and empty.

My eye lids seem so heavy lately. I’m tired for no reason. I don’t think I actually need sleep. I think I’m just trying to let time pass. It just seems so dull lately like everything is a shade of grey. I work, eat, play games, and sleep. I used to love playing video games but they just aren’t fun now. It just feels like everything I do is just ( Read more... )