So I was thinking today why I haven't used this site a long time. Now I know...I have like at least 2 very curious friends who need to know everything. So finally if they know everything Im tired of typing, talking or thinking. But its good that Aki also has a phone now at home. SO I don't need to call on a mobile. It was very uselful on Sunday... ( Read more... )

So I haven't written in here so long time. Last time I wrote it was when I was still in the lovley Borlänge. Oh these were the days. Yeah now my days are strange....fun and scary. I think Im talking too much with too many people. So thats one problem ( Read more... )

Woke up: throat hurted, couldnt swallow. Nose was running. Now my eye is red and crying, and is smaller- think its an eye infeection. Tomorrow I have a big event- I need to speak infront of 76 people (hmmm my sick throat...)....and i should look good (hmmm my red eye. Just hope for the best!

...yes that is how I feel this week. Have said already two goodbyes and Friday we have a biiig party. Sad...although happy to have such friends as they are here. Love them ( Read more... )

So Im back from Gävle. i stayed one night more...I promised to come back on thursday but decided to come back Friday morning at 7:02 train so right on time to Swedish exam. And today its 13th and Friday. Ohjeah...We will see if the day is good or bad...at the moment its exactly in the middle- two good things had happened and two bad/sad things.So I ( Read more... )

Today Im living a wierd day...feeling or even i don't know what. Im just very very strange adn thats exactly who I really am. Talking rubbish, talking strange things and usualy nobody understands me. At least I don't understand..sometimes. Today I will go to Gävle...to have a nice rest and come bakc with a clear head...so one night there... ( Read more... )

I just dislike this stage at the moment...the sadness because of leaving, the nervous thing because of those two exams what i will ahve on party days.
But I love friends who make me feel good...and dancing to forget my problems :)...what then seem so small :)
Love it!

Ok now I just don't get men anymore but who cares. Just getting 5 messages per day is nice somehow. I like it also. Hmm and yesterday I spoke swedish because the guy (again) couldn't speak english...keeps me wondering if he also has a child. Yes i promised Steffi to ask it...maybe today :) It should be fun. Ok today...BBQ, Benjamin birthday (HAppy ( Read more... )

It has been wierd...had a crying session last wednesday...nice that I have friends who will give me hugs and help me. then on Thursaday i went to uppsala to celebrate Volber with swedish tradition. Ok it worked almost. I really couldnt drink champiagn on Saturday morning at 9 o'clock. Otherwise...super time on thursday being out in Stockholms ( Read more... )

ma isegi ei teamida hetkel möelda...vaid loota oskan...