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Long time no see.
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War
I'm so tired of this battle with myself. I just want to lay in bed all day long, but I get up anyway.
I'm so tired of fighting with the demons in my head, I've lost my appetite, I can't feel really happy anymore.
Half a year ago I thought I was getting healthy, but then came the bomb. Sexually abused as a child, hurt, she's a sadist. My body ( Read more... ) -
"happy" midsummer
I do not know if you guys celebrate midsummer, but it's a huge thing here in Sweden. But it is not a happy midsummer for me, had a fight with my brother and my dad is driving me like a slave. "do that, don't do that, don't take that.." I glared at him and he said "I'm not feeling well" well, big news dad; who the fuck does?! Well, happy ( Read more... ) -
Freaking rain, stop ruin the roof.
Last friday I moved home to my parents since I've been living on a campus (Yeey, summer holidays here I come..) and since my PTSD kicked off in the fall I get really, really tired of doing physical things so I've haven't unpacked everything and my niece is coming on wednesday and is sleeping in my room ( Read more... ) -
<3
I just want to say that I love American Horror Story and I'm crazy in love with Tate Langdon. He's my new man.
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EA and gayclubs
I'm soon of to Stockholm with my friends Åsa to see Emilie Autumn on monday. I'm nervous as hell because we're going to live with her grandparents.
And when I meet new people I get stressed, nervous and don't feel well at all. And one of my biggest issues in life is to eat at peoples homes.. And I've only seen pictures of Åsa's grandparent. What if ( Read more... ) -
Woo, an update.
I know, over a year since my last update. But one day it just didn't work anymore..
So much has happened under this year and a half. I'm studying, living on the campus at school, has new friends, told my parent (finally) that I was sexually abused as a child by a friend, waiting to meet a shrink so he/she can make psychological assessment at me to ( Read more... ) -
Stop the homophobia/transphobia.
Grabbed it from Yvonnereid.
*I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
*I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.
*I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
*I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight ( Read more... ) -
Brrrr.
While walking to campus my thighs froze.. It's freaking -3 C outside.. Okay, that's not so much since we had like -30 C last winter.. but it's cold anyway.
And last saturday I was in one of Swedens biggest foodstore and I saw the English Queer as Folk (All seasons) for 99 SEK, and thats CHEAP! -
Meme
Snagged it from yvonnereid :)
1.Age: 20
2.Occupation: I don't work
3.Random: I sucked on my thumb until the night before my thirteen birthday. I said to myself "Tomorrow you're going to be a teen, so stop sucking on your thumb!"
4.When were you happiest?
Last week when I found out I'm going to be an aunt.
5.What is your earliest memory?
Mom cut my bangs when I was ( Read more... )
