i'm on so much shit right now... adderall in order to write my gov paper, and i'm also listening to the ipod once in a while so yeah, my mind is fucked hahahaha ( Read more... )

i am so proud. i don't know how to describe the feelings i am feeling at the moment. he is so inspiring and so motivating. i am so happy because i know that anything is possible now ( Read more... )

okay so lately i've been doing shit. i have a gov midterm tomo i have yet to study for... i feel confident i'm going to do well as soon as i start reading locke lol i just finished smoking so yeah, things are a little hazy.... ahhahah i smoke and do work. oh well ( Read more... )

so our little lunch date thing finally happened. i was so nervous, i felt like i wanted to explode with all the nervousness i felt. i couldn't stop thinking about him all weekend because i was so excited about getting off campus, being around people, and eating good food with someone that really interests me. i dressed up sorta nice, put a lot of ( Read more... )

who told you to come over? you're uninvited.

okay so i screwed up last semester and did horribly. we all know that. i didn't get out of bed, i did shit with my life. lol. what a shock. anyways, now that i'm back in school, i realized i still wanted to go abroad. who doesn't wanna be in london spring semester?!?!?! i can't even imagine what it must be like over there. i'm so exciteddddd!!!!! i ( Read more... )

it's so cold out right now. i walked out of my dorm today, really short on time, and it was so cold. i hate the cold. the cold is so depressing. i heard the other day at dinner that winter is going to be harsh this year. last year was too much. i despise snow. it's nice at first and then it's HORRIBLE. i'm such a summer girl. i want to live by the ( Read more... )

so we've come to the end of the summer. this summer was fucking weird. i can't decide if it was good or bad. i can't decide of colombia was the worst thing ever or if it was worth it for the learning experience and for some of the memories. i have the say - the memories was so DEFINITELY WORTH IT! LOL. Let's call one of them Elmo. Elmo IMed me the ( Read more... )

she broke my heart. maybe she didn't mean to, but she did. i can't do much but get over it and try to be happy. why did i let myself get to the point that i cared? why couldn't i stop myself before i got there? i mean, obviously she didn't care that much. maybe she never did ( Read more... )

so it's a couple of months later and many things have happened. i am still not speaking to my dad after the new year's debacle. i'm prolly going to have to speak to him when i come back home, but i still have time until that happens so i'm not gonna think about that right now. jan plan is kicking my ass! this class is no joke; it's so much work and ( Read more... )