the past couple of days, my son has been quite sick with a temperature well over one hundred degrees. i loved holding him knowing that he found strength and comfort in me. i am so glad that my love for him has grown. sadly i must admit that it had to grow. unlike with my daughter, who i loved when she was little more than a zygote. my wife ( Read more... )

today i became so frustrated with my daughter--the likes of which i had never seen before. i was seriously tempted to hurl her most prized possession--a stuffed orange kitten--out of the window as we drove. she just wasn't obeying and kept screaming over and over again 'take my coat off--take my coat off--take my coat off ( Read more... )

this is where i will write all that is in my heart, in my mind. my passions, my struggles, my thoughts, my questions. here i will struggle with the dichotomy of living as a light in an otherwise dark world.

search me God and know my heart, that i don't always search for You.