I still think that maybe "the afterlife" is just something ( Read more... )

His eyes are like fire
His lips burn through mine
"Why must you fight it so hard?
Why?"
My hands like dry ice
He warms them with his
He pushes back my hair
And looks in my eyes
I swear...
I swear...

Eyes focused on something in the distance.My mind seems to be leaving me.The stars above shine.Almost mocking me.

I found these today and thought Id add them to my LJ. They didn't have a date on them but the ones after them were dated sometime in February, so I wrote these quite a bit ago ( Read more... )

So school has been okay...Even though Ethan is still making problems I am attempting to make this a good year.
I have 2 jobs now. One at Bonefish Grill and another at Club Venetian...yay!
Oh and multimedia class is amazing.
But the stress of it all...
Ah, well.

C'est la vie right?

I'm sure it's been written before, but this is what I want ( Read more... )

I need something to stop the murmerings in my head.
A kind of anesthetic that will make the world and my problems fade away.
Oh, how the rain clouds fill up my head.
I wish they would vanish...At least for a little while.

I've been standing still for far too long. I've got to make a move. I've got to make it right. I have to find a way. Miracles happen all the time but where is mine? The rain...it never lies, writing all our secrets on the windowpane. There's just something about it's sadness that makes me feel okay. I can't lose my life in the past but I feel it ( Read more... )

Another Way To Die Completely ( Read more... )

She dissapeared completely without the slightest trace ( Read more... )

So I figured when I started falling out of my chair, that he meant nothing to me. As I looked at you side-ways I knew I had to get out of there, so I started to walk to the front door of the pool hall. I heard him tell my best friend to go check on me and see what I was doing. The fact that he cared made me think twice about him. But, before I got ( Read more... )